It’s as if everything was natural and free.
Human nature, I guess.
I wanted to absent myself,
if not for the consequences.
To somehow separate myself,
from her.
I know she’s still not over him,
I just feel.
I just know.
It rode over me for a hundred times,
and it did hurt.
It’s a good thing that im finally back! Finally after two months I am able to update this blog. – Remembering and telling my TW story is/was quite hard, I almost had tears falling down my eyes. - cuz’ im such a gamer, that everything I play, I take it seriously! – LOL
Nothing much is really happening, though.
I’m just anticipating all the hype that’ll happen this coming months – Graduation and Job Hunting! – I need tons of motivation!
Cheese/HSBC, are you still there? – LOL!
By the way, tomorrow will be the coronation/pageant/talent night for UE’s Mr. and Ms. Business Administration. Go Larra! – you’ve got the looks, the talent, the personality – Go Honey!
And also, I’ll try to publish “The Moon” this coming weekend or probably next week!
It was November 2008 when I started playing TribalWars. I signed up for World 27 and with the random tribe policy I was a member of the New World Order(NWO). For a novice, getting the grip of the game was definitely hard – the proper queing of the buildings, the right strategy, this and that, these and those – there were just too many factors to be considered. But, with the help of my tribemates, Master of the Rangers, Dragonboy6791, Jummi08 and Coddam(The best account sitter of all!) little by little it became easy for me.
Only after two months, I had three villages and became the strongest/most points player in my 13×13 map. I can’t say that I was the strongest in my continent since tgo0 was there – ranked 4 player of W27.
Then came the slide, I had a noble attack on birdsofpray, later did I not know that he was a friend of Legalas72. Legalas72 attacked me, telling me to stop attacking his friend or else he’ll attack me too. So I stopped. I knew we had a truce. I knew we had understanding, but he did not stop. The result: I end up losing my main village.
Now, I have two attacks coming from Legalas72 both aiming for my two remaining villages, I don’t know whether it’s a farm, a nuke or a noble attack. But one thing’s for sure, (though I hate to admit it) both of my villages will definitely go down.
At the moment, I dont have any plans of starting over or deleting the account, since I know that I would have a very busy schedule this coming March for my graduation and job hunting.
***Just look for the players mentioned at www.twstats.com World 27.
-blackletterhead
http://www.twstats.com/en27/index.php?page=player&id=3875891
Sweet. As good as chocolates. Anti-depressant.
The night isn’t dark; the world is dark.
Stay with me a little longer.
Your hands on the back of the chair -
that’s what I’ll remember.
Before that, lightly stroking my shoulders.
Like a man training himself to avoid the heart.
In the other room, the maid discreetly
putting out the light i read by.
The room with its chalk walls-
how will it to you I wonder
once your exile begins? I think your eyes will seek out
its light as opposed to the moon.
Apparently, after so many years, you need
distance to make plain its necessity.
Your hands on the chair, stroking
my body and the wood in exactly the same way.
Like a man who wants to feel longing again,
who prizes longing above all other emotion.
On the beach, voices of the Greek farmers,
impatient for sunrise.
As though dawn will change them
from farmers into heroes.
And before that, you are holding me because you are going away -
these are statements you are making,
not questions needing answers.
How can I know you love me
unless I see you grieve over me?
- Departure, Louise Gluck
Naaalala ko nung nasa tapat kami ng McDonalds, pinilit ko talagang humingi ng sorry sa kanya nung hindi ko siya nasamahan dun sa locker para kunin yung laptop niya.
Alam ko kasing nagtampo siya nun.
Ang sabi niya okay lang daw ‘yun at naiintindihan niya.
Natuwa naman ako kasi nakita ko yung pagkaganda-gandang ngiti ng mga mata niya.
Sana makita ko ulit yun.
Mahal na mahal ko talaga siya nung mga panahon yun.
Kung maibabalik ko lang ang panahon.
Pero hindi na.
Pinilipilit ko talagang isipin yung mga magagandang alaala na kasama ko siya, nagbabakasakali kasi ako na baka muli pang bumalik yung mga nararamdaman ko sa kanya.
Pero wala na.
Hindi na.
Ayaw talaga.
Sayang.
Una, apdeyt ko muna kayo sa mga dates:
Dec. 15 – 19, Preliminary examination week (I’m hoping and praying for goodluck!)Dec. 16 , First year anniversary here at wordpress.com
Dec. 25, Christmas day!
Pangalawa, ‘eto random thoughts na:
Astig may falling snow ang site ko! At least, kahit sa site nakakakita ako ng snow.
Buti na lang naisipan ‘kong tingnan yung extras. LOL
Ang sabi ni mommy, dahil sa wala na daw silang pasok nina daddy at kuya sa 24, uuwi daw kami. Mejo nakakapagod kasi uwi ng 25 ng madaling araw tapos babalik din sa hapon.
Di bale, whenever we go to Quezon to celebrate Christmas(family tradition na kasi ‘yun, ang wala considered as KJ), I feel like i’m going back to my roots kasi.
Memories and pictures.
Nung isang taon, mp3 player, mga panyo at gintong bracelet ang natanggap ko. Ngayon ano kaya? Hindi naman ako naghahangad ng materyal na bagay, kung meron, eh ‘di Thank You.
Pa’no kaya yun? Nagpapabili ako ng regalo para sa babae kay mommy, akala ko kasi tuloy yung exchange gift-giving ng AFC, eh ‘di na pala. Kanino ko kaya ibibigay?
Nagmeeting kami kahapon about new policies sa AFC, okay lang talaga sa ‘kin yung mas pinahigpit at pinataas na fines, pero mahirap siguro yung pagdating sa quota, TEN!…
Advance Happy Birthday nga pala sa GM naming si Kris!
